Chaos..

WALKING!!!

I feel like my life is in a perpetual state of chaos! I get one thing accomplished and the next moment something comes along and changes it. From the little things, like putting away the toys and 2 seconds later they are all over and everything is a mess, to the big things, like working and getting into a rhythm and then feeling like I want to scream and quit!! I am trying to find the delicate line that is balance. 

Savannah went to school for the first time on Thurs and Fri. On the positive side - she did not scream all day like I had envisioned, she actually did really well!!! On the negative side she came home sick and upon visiting the doctor had RSV!! What a first cold! She is feeling much better and is on the mend!! We will be all better for our party on Sat! Needless to say she is not going back to school this week!

Then there is the bird that somehow has made its way into the vent fan in the laundry room and is now stuck! We have no idea how this bird got in and no idea how to get it out! I came home tonight (alone and in the dark) and the bird or a friend of the bird was flying around my laundry room!! Great, what do I do? Stephen is gone and so I prop open the door and the bird disappears. I then go into to check and the stupid bird is still in the vent!! I don't know what to do but the sound of this bird in the vent is creeping me out and driving me crazy!!

Finally, my baby's first birthday is approaching! Bittersweet event. I just cannot believe it has been a year and my baby is not my baby anymore!! All at once she doesn't need me anymore and it is breaking my heart. First she weaned, then started to walk, and goes to school no problem, what next?? My heart can't take much more, so she had better slow down with this growing up stuff!!